Saturday, October 20, 2007
Who's the idiot who said uni life is slacker than A'level or O'level periods.Haven't been updating much about life. Because life in general, is just mad. I think so far for every week there is at least 1 presentation. And everyday seems like it's Alevels. I don't think the A's is as stressful as this either. I seriously can't wait for the holidays even if it is just a month. Maybe I overestimated myself. I shouldn't be joining 2 CCAs - and one I'm not even that interested in?
And so many things have happened just in the past.. 9 weeks?
A rollercoaster ride. That's my life in the past 2 months. Drama? Maybe. Unexpected? Crazy? Definitely. I'm a peace-loving person. I cannot take too much in such a short period of time haha. I need to regain my sanity.....
I used to be someone who can trust people easily but now? I feel like I've changed. It's sad, but I guess that's life. I've been sheltered for far too long. No wonder in PLMGS our school song mentioned 'oh when we leave these sheltering walls we go with fearlessness'. How true.. just that the fearlessness part was only momentary for me, heh.
Oh and during Thursday's TWC presentation on Nanotechnology - Prof said to the class I was the best speaker of the group surprise surprise of the century. But its all thanks to God because seriously without Him I could never have survived past weeks of presentations, quizzes and projects. I've been deliberating again and again to myself if I've made the right choice to enter into this school and course.... and I finally realized that I've been put here for a reason, and I won't give up until I find out what it is... Maybe I've found it, maybe I've not. But no matter what, I'll put my trust in Him and let Him lead me all the way through. I trust He'll bring me through and it'll be very dumb if I give up just like that.
But I know, I won't make STUPID decisions again. Its a promise I make myself, and I'll keep to it. I just need... more strength to go through all this. TWC report, article report, personal journal, LTB mid-term quiz next week... YES I can do it.
/pls ignore the ramblings above.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Now that it's all said and done,I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
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