Sunday, June 24, 2007
A whole array of emotions hit me today.Pain, disappointment, helplessness.. then numbness.
Regret - that I've not done anything, even if it means to nag or appear like a goody-two-shoes, when I've first found out that she's gone astray. Now that it has come to such a point, there is no turning back time to make the wrong right again. But thinking back, the only person who can help the situation is herself. The one making the decision is her, and the one who's in control is her. But still - I should have done more. :( Perhaps this wouldn't have happened if I did something to wake her up....
Oh well I guess it's no use raking up the past.
I can feel the distance between us is growing further and further... is this how it's going to end?
